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Who am I? I am a person of enthusiasm and excitement. I am polite and caring. I am a person who tries hard at what I want to succeed at. But with all these good things there are some bad, some down falls to being me. I have an issue with lying. If I don't know what to do or how to do it I tend to push it away and act like it was never there. I get snippy pretty quickly and defensive pretty easily. I get extremely lazy at times and need a little push to get going. I have trust issues due to too many people breaking my trust and I find it pretty difficult to make friends. I can easily talk to new people, but only if its not about me. When a conversation turns to me, I tend to get defensive and shy away from the conversation or change the topic of conversation. I don't tell many people what is going on in my life and I try to solve my own life problems with out any help; even when I really need help. I tend to shy away from asking for help.
I  have some depression problems and anxiety issues but I push through as best I can. I like to be alone but never bored. If I am bored, I tend to over think and get angry with myself and anyone around me. I am generally a nice person and never mean to hurt anyone emotionally, but I do know that I may say the wrong things or say the right things in the wrong tone of voice. I apologize way to often and I'm sorry about that. I am a little slow at reading and writing but I do both very well (well I think I do).
I love to write and draw and create a world outside of my own. I keep a notebook full of all of my daydreams and when I am "bored" I open it up and slip out of this world and into another, more perfect world for me. In most peoples eyes I am weird, odd and out of place in this life of ours. In school I am seen as the drifter, drifting from one friend group to another, never really fitting in any where.

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